I've been quite busy that i had no time to update! sorry!!

okey i'm lying. haha i've been LAZY actually and had laziness accompanying me. Terrible terrible! btw, soon on when i have time i would spend time writing. In the mean time i'll catch you guys later :)

New sem begins

Its been ages i haven't update my blog. always busy with stuff and work and stuff. HAHA work? yeah i dont work.ouh, i'm sorry! I forgot to update my sneak peek that i promised. I was too lazy to update and life was busyyy. :/

Recently i've started my second sem in college. :( why the sad face? well, college is like some boring playground where you have to play by yourself. Can you get how i feel by telling you how boring a child have to play by themselves. its too boring this sem.

The A levels, UPM, KTT and UTM has not registered. i dont know where they went. Now, there is only uitm students left. Its good theres not many students. its actually fun. But, how can the LIBRARY be closed at night! usually it opens at night until 11. but then, -__- i know the A levels usually is the loyalties customersss, doesnt mean that the UITM'S doesnt visit the library oftenly. -_- yup, that i am upset!

Every night , okey i'm lying not every, but most night i would accompany Mimi and Comel to the student lounge for free wifi. they have work to do so i have to accompany them because they would not let me stay home alone.since i have to follow, i dont want to waste my time watching tv and doing nothing so i would revise there or do my assingment AND boy its noisy!  its not a good place to study unless you can adapt to it. but yeah, i could get used to the noisiness in there but still, uncomfortable when you the only one is studying. -_-"

well, enough said. i should just embrace this sem since it just started with such a boring vibe.

Ouchhh!

I fell of a bicycle. :(

Haha. Yesterday i was riding with my brother. at 5 pm. yes it was raining. I mean pouring, not that heavy but i was soaking wet indeed! haha well you know mua. :D

Yess at that time i was freaking bored and i wanted to go out and play. So what the heck just riding my bike. and FYI, i was wearing my pajamas pants. just the pants only. I really love that pants. It was like my favorite PJ's ever. Have you ever felt comfortable wearing a piece of clothes that you FREAKINGLY love? yeah that's what my relationship and the pants had. haha then while i was riding happily.. Somehow and somewhat my pants got stuck between those chains. WHAT! yeah. i don't know how but it just did and i was like whaaaaaaaaat! it was freakingly in  the middle of the road! and i cant even move my foot so i had no choice but to fall sideways. i couldn't get up nor the bike couldn't also be moved because my foot and the bike were like those twins with their body attached together.

Yeah i had to lay their and shout to my brother to help me before a car would came. I was like help me for god sake. my foot! so my brother told me to get up but i cant obviously! so i had to rip my pants a little and finally i could stand and then my brother helped me to untie the tangled pants in that STUP*D chains. 

Here's the funny part. A car came and we moved to the side and gave it some space to run along and not watch but it was like freezing not even moving so i was like hurry and go awayyyy car! huh! -_- After my foot got its freedom the car came closer and said " Did your foot got stuck again? be careful this is your second time. play safely" and i was like wahaaat??? so i just nodded simply and rode back home. 

MUMMY! i came home and told me mum.. She said that i should not ride in the rain and to be careful and wear some proper attire the next ti,e. What a mum! I LOVE YOU :)

Then my sister overheard and told me she got stuck too once. So that aunty must have seen her fell and thought it was me. HAHA boy oh boy. :)

Once you fall doesn't mean you can't get up and try again. Go for it and learn your mistakes! :)

SONG FOR THE DAYY

Taylor Swift - Forever and Always

LYRICS :

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
And we caught onto something
I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding?
'cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened, please tell me?
'cause one second it was perfect, now you're halfway out the door
And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest, made you run and hide
Like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure
So here's everything coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I don't anymore
And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it baby, I don't think so

Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything
Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything
'cause it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always
Oh, I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always
And it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it baby, you said forever and always.

The tone is catching and the music is harmony'ing and the lyrics are touching! :D

PHOTOSHOOT GEDIK TIME. :D

Movie nite

Its been too long since we watched a movie. This was at Alamanda at 12 midnight. haha Went out with my siblings. Watched SKYFALL. i was sleeping that time and my brother woke me up and said hurry i'll wait in the car and went off like that. I WAS LIKE. wahaaaatttt?? my sister ran in and said come on. we're watching Skyfall. and i was in my pajamas. -_- and my brother is in the car. and i just woke up. OMAIGOD. My siblings. -_- so i washed my face and got change. Selendang was an easy options. you just throw on your head and wrap it around. TADAAAA..haha i wonder if my brothers knows i'm a girl. i wished they would just treat me like a girl. i mean, i'm not a boy that could just get ready by changing. Ergh -_-" hahaha

oh, we came home at 3 am. It was funnnnnn! :) i love my siblings even if they are a wild crazy one! ^^ well, theres time you would be crazy.

OMAIGUCCI!

I was wrong. it was on the 9th November! my result was on 9th NOVEMBER! -_-

Haha did i bold that clearly? well. I seriously never thought my results was here this early. It was like this. i slept really late around 3am watching movies with my 19th year old sista, Umairah. We watched THE SWITCH. I recommend this movie! :D btw, get back on track on my story here.. It was at 11am before my mummy had to go to work. She woke my sister up to check her results. And guest what, she got DEKAN again. she's in sem 3 btw. yeah. dekan non stop. :'( LUCKY her. My mum was really happy and woke me up quickly. she's like, Fatnin get up, Umairah got 3.5.! hurry check yours. And i instantly woke up and my heart was pounding really hard. I felt that maybe i would die kind of feeling. you get me right. ><

I went downstairs. sat in front of the computer while my mum and my sisters watched around me. I didn't even wash my face. DISGUSTING? well, it all happened so fast. -_-"" i logged in and i was like. SERIOUSLY! i got this much??! and i shut it off. my mum was like, well its okey. i mean 3 pointer and above. You did great. I went upstairs straight away. I cried continuously. non-stop. i kept crying and kept thinking i studied really hard whats wrong with me. I got one C+. it was math. I mean. i could got a B. but because i didn't check my time i had to miss out on a couple of  questions. I mean I JUST DID NOT HAVE ENOUGH TIME! thats all.! i could do it. i really could. but i wasn't alert. The time was so fast. :( 

I cried almost the entire day. :(

Then i took my phone and texted all my lecturers saying that i was sorry to disappoint them and thank you for their blessing and for teaching me through the whole semester. I also texted Miss Halimahtun for not being one of her DEKAN students. I'm sorry. :( 

Then, i called my classmates. Azram got Deakan. OFCOURSE. and the rest had to repeat one subject. for Amira i did not know what she got. She refused to check her result. i'm not sure if she is repeting. I understand her worried-ness. because Share had to repeat math. :3

well, whatever it is. ALHAMDULILLAH. maybe i was trying very hard and Allah did not gave me the chance to get dekan this sem because the next sem i might not work as hard as i work now. So yeah, next sem i WILL increase my RESULT! i will score math! no matter how. And i PROMISE. 

I study because of Allah. Because of Him, i want my parents to be happy. I'm sorry. :3

15th November!

Scary! Its when the results are out. I am scared. i wonder what would i get. even how it turned out its all in Allah's will. i have to accept it and move on or just give hard times on myself. whatever i get Tawakal is all i have to do. Pray for me! :'} and BEST OF LUCK to you!! :)

What do you do at home?

 HAHA. i get these questions a lot!

" Fatnin, what do you do at home? aren't you bored? get a job why don't you? "

haha. its so funny to think about these questions being asked. why? i find it amusing staying home. I mean come on, compared to college and home, where do you wanna spend your holidays? 

Let me answer these "funny" questions. haha i mean, there are tons of things to do at home! i have those lazy days where i would curl up in bed and sleep all day or play with my phones. but most of the days i do a

lot of things when i am bored.

For instance, i have tons and tons of books, magazines, and etc. so if i am bored i'll sit and read with a cup of tea, biscuits, or even a slice of cake. If not, i would totally go online! and i do online everyday. hee. i check my notifications, stroll down my wall, stalk people and do what i normally do. haha And everyday i would cook for dinner. so cooking is my routines. and i would do chores. cleaning the house. so these are my everyday routines. besides all that, there are times when my friends ask me to hang out and yeah i would go. i have to go out with my scouts friends, my classmates, my bestfreind, family and my college friends even my Sarawak's friends. i tried minimizing my times to hang out a lot. i don't wanna waste money. but fortunate for me, most of them would treat me. hehehhe :D 

well, other than that, if i have the mood to bake, i would bake! its fun to do some baking! making cupcakes or baking breads and others. seriusly its fun! :) haha ouh yeah, my sister is now busy finding her stuff for her marriage on May 2013. so i have to accompany her and help her choose and make decisions and give my opinions. i dont get paid but i get treated :D and also it would be an experience for me if one day i have to handle a program or my wedding, so why not help. :)

Other than all that, urmm.. i am on a project. what project? haha well, since i am not working ( not because i'm lazy okey) i am planning to do a small business of mine. I sell home made bracelets, headbands,  scrunchies, and Tee shirts. All of these are home made. I WANT A FREAKING SEWING MACHINE! but my mum doesn't let me. i dont know why. but my grandma has one and i'll try to persuade her. Cause do you know how hard to sew with your hands. OMG its TIRING!! -__-" but cool hehe. Well, i'm on it now not selling it yet. I'll update to give you the sneak peak. ^__^

what else do i do.. hmm.. yeah not forgetting i would watch movies! haha yes. these are my routines when i have the LAZY day time. i'll snuggle in bed and watch tons of movies. Reminds me of Qhairyl's movie marathon. haha Ouh, almost forgot. My mum bought my brother a bike. bicycle not motor bike -_- haha and its PIXIE. urgh. this is because, my younger brother spends his times on COMPUTERS! he plays games game and games. HALO la, Dota la. -_- so if he doesnt play games, he would sleep. my mum wanted him to go for outdoors activities so she bought him a skateboard. and that was a waste. he doesnt play on it but i do. hahhahahhahaa. well, so now he would spend his time riding and that would be good. helps his brain to stop with the games. and for me. if its not raining, i would play the bike every afternoon too. HAHA :D

ouh. and yeah, i am revising my last sems. while i'm doing that, i'm making notes for my juniors too. i dont want them to suffer like how i had to suffer. i mean i struggle more than how i had to struggle my spm. and i was so stressed. NEXT SEM I WANT to study harder. i will try my best.!!

and not forgetting, i'm finding my times to learn how to drive. Cause i dont know how to drive. okay, thankyou for laughing! haha. and maybe that is all my fun routines i can share. I mean, hey, there are lots of things you can do at home. just go to your creative side and think. make use of everything and learn new things. There are many ways to spend your holidays. GOODLUCKS :)

I dont understand.

I'm going to dip my head in my dreams of fairytales and promise to make those dreams comes true. I live in books tears laughter's paissons fashions and success. I have big goals to achieve when it comes to big things using my big heart!

Sometimes, your environment changes your situations. Its like living up to lies. You can lie using your word and actions, but your eyes speaks the truth. In able for things to work out, you got to give out your sacrifice. its not about  rejecting and how you are not good enough. its a bout accepting and tolerance. being through a lot of changes in life can be painful but these experience teaches us to stand up and just move on. Get your head straight, open your eyes wide and say goodbye! learning that you need to appreciate more for those who cares about you then rather caring for others that put you instate of pain and unpromising promise. so now i'm moving on. goodbye old me and hello new me! Lets get up and just move ahead even if you're alone. =)

Quotes of the Day

When you get hurt, its like how your heart is being torn up and there will always be a scar on it even how much it is being healed. 

Selamat Hari Raya Haji!

Yup. Its raya HAJI! so Selamat Hari Raya guys girls alls and bla blaaa balaaa... :D

How was your raya? haha Last night after i met Ruby, at 11.30 i helped my mummy and grandma and my aunty cooky!.It was soo tiring. I had to like clean the house this afternoon and helped my sisters engagement thingy. OHMY GUCCI. I am so tiredddd! Guess what. Its like 7 am now and i didnt sleep at all. Yeah, no sleep. -____- 

 Look how busy we are with the messy kitchen cooking rendang and stuff for raya. Ulalalaaaa :D

And oh my, i had to cut the onions like a bucket full and boy, my eyes almost died! I mean i cant stop crying. My eyes are like those bombs ready to explode and tell me about the effects of crying. Sneezing and i caught the FLU! hate that. erghh. but luckily it was temporary. Fewhh. --"

WHY didnt i sleep? well, my sister that is studying in UITM, Shah Alam wanted to come home for Raya. She begged my brother to pick her up. So at 2 am we set off to pick my sister in Shah Alam. and i had to accompany my brother so yeah.. thats why i did not sleeppp.. And on the way home, i asked my brother to drive around Subang jaya where Qhairyl lived  in that area i guess ,, which i do not know specifically where, but only just to drive around get some air . ^^. at 5 something we stopped to eat and had breakfast. my brother la "blanja". haha  

Reaching home at 6.15am, i didnt know what better way to spend my morning rather than sleeping so i BLOGG. haha :D I couldnt sleep or i cant go and "pray" for raya haji cause Allah gave me holidays. And i had nothing but Blogging my boredness out. heeeeeee!  and reading me novels ofcorse! :)

So. SELAMAT HARI RAYA! ^^

ROBBI'ATUL ADAWIYAH

This is Robbi'atul Adawiyah or more as know as Ruby. She's my bestfriend since form 4 till now and on going. We've been through a lot together. A LOT! 

It was my first day in Smk Jalan Reko and so was her. I met her at assembly when she first entered school. we were in the same class in 4 science 1. We were a newbie. I started to introduce myself where i came from and my stories. then she introduces herself. Then we knew that we lived near to each other's house. We grew closer and closer. i moved my seat and sat next to her in class. the we went home together, came to school together and our stuff and clothe were alike. We were called twins most of the times. Unfortunately, she moved school after 4 month studying in Jalan Reko. Only for four month we became really close even until now. 

I remembered, on schooldays when we are really freakingly lazy to go home we would sleepover and go to school the next day together. We took turn sleeping over each others house. After school we would, i mean, she would ride her motor and horn in front of my house for us to go to CC or shops or where ever. HILARIOUS moments that i missed! :)

She came to visit me and it was 10.30pm at that time. she told me to hop in the car cause she wanted to share stories with me so i hopped in and we took off. I forgot to tell my siblings. HAHA and my phone i left at home.. My parents went out shopping for groceries. So we went for a drive and shared stories like usual and at 11.30 i came home. Then my parents arrived and talked to ruby for a while. They insist that she comes in and have some tea or something but her mother didn't want her to loiter around at this point of time so she had to leave early. I'm not sure when will i be able to meet her again. i missed her! I pray for her happiness and blessing. :)

A day out with my earthling friends

Well, i went to the Mines yesterday. So just count the date yourself okey. >_< haha

I went with Anis and annoying Naim. At first Anis had this appointment for her hair treatment stuff so she asked me to follow. Then came along naim who wanted to follow as well. -_- haha Then we went bowling and chit chat most of the times and ate at KFC and not forgetting our ultimate favourite TAKOYAKI. We all loved this and is a must when we hang. ^^ 

This is TAKOYAKI! <3

its not as expensive as it looks. Its four of these takoyaki its RM4.50. they are huge and such delishy! :)

Later on we walked around to search for my sistaaa's engagement thingy then head home. :)

We went using KTM. heres our ticket. and ouh my prada i forgot the price. sorry! :3

Well, these two are my bestfriends since SPM and after SPM we grew closer and more closer. As you know, Anis and Naim are not from my school. They go to the same school. and i go to a different school then them. (do keep on track) haha We met at camps when i took my king scouts. Then we kept in contact and studied together and hang out together and stuff. We grew closer. :)

We have our nick names which is maybe weird to you guys. We all had our nicknames when we went to the library at PKNS before SPM. Us three went their to study and Anis that time wore all pink and girlish outfit so i called her BARBIE since then. Then we studied History together and there was this question that Naim could answer out of all the questions and the answer was PEKING MAN which means human in greek. And then he called me PERAK MAN for being so stiff like metals as I didn't want any nicknames. and there you have my full long (i tried making it short) stories! :)

This is me with Anis aka Barbie :>

With Naim more like a Peking man :>

AND US.

My ho ho hoooolidays

Helooo sunshine! :)

I have recently started my semesters holidays. How wonderful don't cha think! :) hehehe Well, earthlings. My holidays ends on the 2nd of December. yess, gloomy indeed :(

But therefore, i wanted to fill up my useful times during this holidayssssss. I wouldn't want to regret my time usage and we shall use time wisely! right? :)

That is why i made myself a time table! How dorky! well, i am a dork. ^^ because i want to get my life on track i mean, i need to work myself out of the "stressness" (don't think that's a word, LOL) and all the tensions. I need to fulfill my goals i have set. I am trying my best to like follow my times table. I hope i do! :)

I made this on the 18th of October, after the day my exam finished. and since then, boy, its hard to like stick to the schedule! haha 

That was my times table. Ouh and this picture is just random me wearing different pair of socks as i couldn't be bothered finding their pairs. hahha By the way, i do love wearing socks at home. I just dont see why its so weird, I mean my family and friends have weird gesture like, "are you sick?" "are you cold or something?" and bla bla blaa. haha. well, lets put it this way. I feel comfortable fullstop. ^^

NO MORE BLOGGING.GOODBYE SWEETHEARTS :)

I wanted to stop blogging. But then i FAILED TO! and i think its great that i failed t stop blogging. I don't see no harm in blogging. I mean, I fill up my wasted time doing some useful things like improving my writing skills and my grammars and my language.

See how it plays a huge advantage towards me. I mean i can totally express my feelings and just share my opinions and experiences plus my memories and all my personal (NOT ALL) details and stuff. I can just release all the pains and learn to express. :)

I mean you GOTTA love BLOGGING. I do i do! ^___^

Quiet?

Lately, people have told me that recently i am quiet. i've became silent. Am i? well, yeah i have not been talkative lately. I love to joke around but after a month here i became silent. more serious. I've got a lot of comment saying i am. I dont know why but i cant force myself to laugh at silly jokes and communicate into a conversation anymore. i dont feel like enjoying. 

My classmates thinks i'm so serious. they said i used to make jokes but know i just smile and listen more instead of talking. I became so silent and quiet. When i'm with ina and comel i have became quiet too. I listen to conversations and smile and laugh. Then i go back doing my own stuff. I make situations awkward when i keep silent. Then they think i have a problem or something which i dont. Its just i cant talk. because ive became speechless and god knows why. 

Maybe i did change. I don't like talking so much now. I ran out of ideas to talk. I just cant communicate unless talking about studies and hows final and my KI's. even my friend from school says that when they text me. But when talking to Qhairyl i feel comfortable and i can communicate. but then others. :||. I don't know why but i just can't seem to grow back to my old self. My clumsiness is wearing off and i like to read and just play with my feelings without socializing. I do have a life but i seem to not want that life anymore. The talkative stupidity laughable and annoying clumsiness and distracting or even talking randomly and breaking people to laughter or just making weird stupid funny annoying faces and smile for no reasons making lecturers mad and annoyed.. I DONT KNOW WHYYYY!

I don't feel like hanging out with my friends on weekends or going and just loitering around with them. I like going to the library but then my finals over and i feel like staying home and updating my twitter and just watch movies, read novels and follow those life that i  subscribes and just wanting to know others update without involving my updates. WHY am i sooo different. I feel so lazy to start back my life because i spend my time mostly by notes, books, exercises and with my classmates! ><

Maybe sooner i'll start to come back and be myself again. I just need time. I need to wear off this laziness in me. I'm sorry to be more serious and quiet. My sisters also said the same thing. She asked me "is all science student so serious and quiet?" i just smile. because i ran out of breath to talk. I talk when i need to. Me myself and I dont know what had happen to me. I'm sorry.  :(

NOT MYSELF.

FINALS : I don't know how to describe it butttts, AWFUL, TERRIBLE, BAD, HORRIBLE.

for me its all that. for me thats how i feel. for me its that bad. 

Not to say anything but, I tried my best. I studied what my brain could carry, what my neutrons could differentiate until it reached its limit point until my eyes could no longert to even open up. Butt i don't know if i could reach my achievement, my goals. All i could say is, Bell and kesatria and Mpw and CTU i could score. Not to say i'll ace it but what i studied came out and MOST not all, i could answer. but that i am not so sure either For the rest. I just hope for the best. I done what i could and i hope what i've done is what i dont expect. because i expect it to turn out not what i want and i want it to turn what i wish for! okey you are confuseeee. haha

You just need to understand that i am not as smart as i appear or seem like a smarty pants. But its just that i am TRYING to be one. i am TRYING. see how i stressed out the TRYING part so you can see that i am not one! -__- People judge me to easily. They will go, "ouh, you must be smart. That paper is not hard, you're smart right" and i'm like WHAAAT! i wonder why an earth would you say that! Ouh and they're like i saw you answered that paper until time is over. You wrote long answers and your hands didn't even let go of the calculator. and your paper is full of scribbles and bla bla blaaaaaaaa. -__-

Guys, Girls whoever! how am i going to stress the TRYING part for you to understand! The time i used until the end is because it shows how hard i am trying to find the answers and i cant figure out the way to answer that questions, and my paper is full of scribbles because i'm clumsy and forgetful so i write down all the knowledge i could remember once my paper starts.If not one by one my neutrons starts to contract like how an electron absorbs energy and moves to the excited states then releases back the energy and then moves to the ground states. That electron could be FATNIN instead, >.< btw, the scribbles are just SCRIBBLES not  the answers. --"

I came to KTT with my parents hope not mine. I took AS 120 because of my parents and i Study because of Allah for my parents to be proud. I dont want people to be proud of me but i want my parents and Allah to be pruod. I only pray for my one wish that this semester that i have been struggling is just for my parents to be happy towards me. I dont want to be smart and nerdy. I study not for myself. I became hardworking not for me but to achieve one goal that i had set once i stepped in KTT. From that day on, all i wanted was that goal to just be achieved. 

Stargazing!

How beautiful is the moon. ^__^. i captured it with my phone and the quality is terrible. yeah yeah. i know! >.<

Recently, the moon has been appearing really beautiful! soo beautiful that i wish i could stargaze all night long! i took this picture at Kak Nina' house while studying biology. It was like 3 weeks back. I couldn't update as i was busy preparing for my FINALS! :||

It was like after midnight if i'm not mistaken because usually i would always stargaze to look for constellations and also for the moon. My obsessions with astronomy has not stop even after i left Sarawak. Unfortunately i wished over here were as active as over there. >< I wonder if Razzak is still into astronomy now. o.O haha if he was then, LUCKY!

 By the way, Razzak? who's that? that,.. is my bestfriend. *betest i mean. my form 1 till form 3 classmate at Sarawak. we were so closee and only us, as juniors joined astronomy even entered astronomy's quizzes. After our PMR, i moved to bangi and he went to MRSM. he was very smart. he's SPM achieved 10A's. We were close back then because we both wanted to compete against each other in class. he achieved 8A's and i achieved 6A's. he was too smart for my competition. Then i entered science stream and i became lazy and lazier. so i did not achieve 10A's but 5A's was already enough. Alhamdulillah :'>

COMPLIMENTS

I love being silly! its just who i am. I don't like being those types that controls and are arrogant. I love smiling and talking and just be happy. I love making friends and do random stuff. But i like doing all that to whom i know only. Those that i have met or are not tat close to me would be surprise by my silliness. haha

Compliments. I don't really like being complimented. its annoying. i mean, i don't know how to respond. I'm a shy girl. I don't like to really be complimented. I become shy and silent. And i just don't know why but i don't like it unless if i'm close to you and then i'll get crazy and ask for compliments and that time you would regret for complimenting me. haha

But seriously, i'm not likely those who wants compliment. if you don't even compliment me then i'm totally okey. :) but i love taking pictures! heeeeeee i don't know but when it comes to camera i get hectic! hehe

I'm weird so that's just weirdly me. If you wanna be friends with me then you gotta accept me ><

MEGA Raya at KTT

I don't think it should be called Mega Raya as it is not so MEGA. This is because first and foremost, there is not enough seat for the students. I mean, yeah, you should at least put more chairs for students to sit. Then we would not have to miss out the performances and the activities held. I don't think KTT has 100 students only. -___-"

We arrived early but others arrived earlier. There were enough seats for three of us but it was so hot! so we decided to sit in the student lounge as there were airconds. In there Ina snooze off. haha. Nadhirah and four of my friends came and joined us. We sat and talked in the lounge. It was cool in there.

After all the activities were held, we wanted to line up to eat. But due to the very HOT "ness" of the sun, we went and sat at the cafe. I sat there with Kak Rina, Kak hani and Kak Bell. They queued up to eat and took some food for us. How generous! :D

Qhairyl went to line up. haha he must be hungry. Anyway its free food! :)

After eating we went to sit under the tent that was put up. We sat right in front of the fan. We sat there and listened to the lecturers karaoke on the stage. Some of the students also sang. It was so funny watching them singing. >_<  hehehe After all, the Mega Raya was not as bad as it seemed but yeah it was okey! :)

First Place !

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OUR DANCE :)

our dance competition was held by the seniors from AD streams. It was so fun dancing especially we won first place! It was a tight competition between AD and us. We combined our group among the AS and MASCOM. There were four of the MASCOM and six of the AS. We combined our group as AS was not enough to participate. We did not consist of 10 participants that is why we combined group. In our group consist of 9 girls and one boy. The boy was Aliff  from MASCOM! he was our leader! he was the one who teaches us to dance in fact he is a very good dancer! his body was smooth and i can see his passion towards dancing. Yeah, he's not just dancing but enjoying himself at the same time. :)

To enter the competition we had to pay RM50 per group so each participant had to pay RM5 only. We practiced our dance only for 4 days. But that four days feels like two days of practice. We had to polish our dance often. It was tiring!! With our test to study, our assignment to finish and the dance to practice it was really hectic! 

I had to handle my MARA, and finish my assignment and my studies! It was very tiring. :(

Qhairyl thought i push myself to study very hard. Its not that i study hard its just because i don't think i studied that much this week. I mean, i had to handle my MARA and had to join our trip to Janda Baik and i did not studied that much and I had to practice our dance until 2 to 3 am. Yeah, it was very tiring.

I think i had only a few hours of sleep! A FEWW! ==''

On Saturday i came home at 6 pm and at 8 i snooze off to bed. I was so tired! My family wondered why i was so tired. haha -_-"

But with all that tiredness, i was really satisfied that we finally won! Alhamdulillah :)

This is the MASCOM :

This is the AS :

KESATRIA

Every Friday we have our kesatria's curriculum activity. Its a must for all part 1 diploma's under UITM. we do not have any option but to only join Kesatria.

We have five test for this curriculum activity. So far i have completed two tests which is running five rounds of the football court under 15 minutes and marching. The first test i aced it with flying colors. I got 10 over 10. For the second test I got A for marching. i should have done my best but i was feeling blue. :( Next week we have our writing test. I hope i'll score it! --" because i would not want my curriculum to fail. By the way, Kesatria is like one of the easiest test we could achieve. Everyone could ace it!

Even how much i hate Kesatria, i got to score it my best! :)

RAYA ^^

My open house. I had my open house on Friday. It was 2 days when i came back home from Kelantan visiting my granny :D

I did not planned it earlier but suggest to do my open house on Friday. I booked the day to invite all of my friends. My classmate from school came, my king scout friends my juniors and seniors. A lot came.

I also invited my college friends unfortunately they all could not attend. But Qhairyl said he wanted to come, but bad of luck he did not, due to his vacation trip to Penang. :3

My open house held after Praying Solat Jumaat which is a must for all Muslims boy. At 2 pm most people came and increasingly continuing. My sister had to cook three times just to fulfill my friends stomach as they were a lot that came. I think it may reach the number of 50 to 40 people.

When Maghrib reached my friends went home. My opened house ended. I was so busy entertaining my guests i did not eat. :( i was very hungry even my hands were shaky. I could not possibly eat with them and not entertain the rest so it was a really HECTIC day. -_-" how tiring it is!

After my friends had left, my sisters friends came over. About 5 people came. I have not eaten yet. After they left i diged up quickly on foods i can find to fill my empty stomach that has been craving for food since the morning. How HUNGRY was I! ><

These are some of the pictures of them at my house. :)

Staying up SOOO LATE!

This week has been a really tiring week. I think i have pushed myself really hard. I studied late every night. I sleep at 4 to 5 am this week. I tried my very best to achieve my goals and study my hardest. Look at my eyes. I'm so super sleepy. A week of three to four to five hours of sleep. :/

I once told Qhairyl that he should not push himself to hard on studying like those sayings i have heard from whom i have not know "study smart not study hard". Yet again i have eaten my words up.I was studying hard and he told me to look up those sayings and start balancing my time properly.

I don't know why but i feel like studying at most time. I feel like writing and reading books. Why am i like this? or is it that am i a NERD?! =.= Oh god. I don't want to be those nerds that has no life, no enjoyment and is a no fun yet silly people. I just want to be smart and be awesome at the same time. Yeah i want that! ><

But like other smart people, they only study less and understands more. I want to be like them. I want to have a BRAIN like AZRAM!! He is so smart and i just don't understand how he's neurons tend to function at all time and be just so super active when comes to studying or doing any other thing every single second of the day. I want his neurons and brains. In conclusion i want to be Smart! >< haha who does not want to be smart, right?!

All in all, i can't seem to balance my time yet. I'm just to stressed out  to be in this kind of situations. I don't know why i am so stressed and anxious in studying these days. My house mate seems to be mistaken thinking i'm a depressed little girl in studying. How ironic -___- hahaha.

Well, after this i'll try to balance and equate my life and sort my brains out. Thank you for your advice Qhairyl! ^^

PHOTO-SHOOT :D

Our AS 120 had our photo-shoot on Tuesday. We should have done it earlier but we were caught up in our class and activities. It was hard to find the time where all the AS are free and had gaps between classes.

On that day, coincidently was the last day for our photo shoot. If not we would not have the chance to take our picture and it would be really sad. :(  But that is if we were late but we did took our pictures so no need to be sad. :)

At first i was really ashamed. WHY? well that is because there were a lot of people, i meant my seniors was watching and looking at us posing for our pictures. Its definitely something to be ashamed of and i could not actually pose my way of style due to a MAJOR embarrassment. -__-"

Well, after those seniors took off and were busy doing their stuff that i don't know, we then took a lot of crazy pictures using the props that were provided by the photographer. It was really fun! Remember that i told you guys i love taking pictures? haha i still do and i don't know why. ><

At first, we took our class picture that consist of 9 of us. Unfortunately, Kak Mun did not come due to sickness and had a horrible flew. She blew her chance to be in the picture. It was sad that she was not in the picture but maybe theres a reason why Allah planned it that way. :')

All in all here are some pictures that we took. I don't want to actually fill my blogs with a lot of pictures because then people might think i'm addicted to camera and is actually a photogenic and hyper girl. >< haha

Okey, i want to continue studying Chemistry now. Do enjoy the pictures!. :)