This week has been a really tiring week. I think i have pushed myself really hard. I studied late every night. I sleep at 4 to 5 am this week. I tried my very best to achieve my goals and study my hardest. Look at my eyes. I'm so super sleepy. A week of three to four to five hours of sleep. :/
I once told Qhairyl that he should not push himself to hard on studying like those sayings i have heard from whom i have not know "study smart not study hard". Yet again i have eaten my words up.I was studying hard and he told me to look up those sayings and start balancing my time properly.
I don't know why but i feel like studying at most time. I feel like writing and reading books. Why am i like this? or is it that am i a NERD?! =.= Oh god. I don't want to be those nerds that has no life, no enjoyment and is a no fun yet silly people. I just want to be smart and be awesome at the same time. Yeah i want that! ><
But like other smart people, they only study less and understands more. I want to be like them. I want to have a BRAIN like AZRAM!! He is so smart and i just don't understand how he's neurons tend to function at all time and be just so super active when comes to studying or doing any other thing every single second of the day. I want his neurons and brains. In conclusion i want to be Smart! >< haha who does not want to be smart, right?!
All in all, i can't seem to balance my time yet. I'm just to stressed out to be in this kind of situations. I don't know why i am so stressed and anxious in studying these days. My house mate seems to be mistaken thinking i'm a depressed little girl in studying. How ironic -___- hahaha.
Well, after this i'll try to balance and equate my life and sort my brains out. Thank you for your advice Qhairyl! ^^
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