Excepting

I'm taking time to speak out my view. and i'm vigorously annoyed.

What do you want actually. you say this and that about someone than they change so that they could be better. Than you say, just be yourself. you dont have to listen to what people say , so they dont but then you criticize them again. Waaahaaaat?

Do you realize how annoying you are when you do that. I think you have a problem. you critic according to your little perception than you compliment and try to work things out. people won't actually like your little attitude when you dont have your self confidence and constant perception. 

I hope you would come to realize that not everything goes your way. What comes around goes around.

Have self respect!

Timeless

The time is jealous of me. How time flies by so quickly.  ><

Its been too long since i've started to write. but i will find time and i hope it allows me to blog. For now i can't update my current activity as i have a lot to study and revise. i'm far behind so rather to waste time i hope to catch up as lecturers nowadays are really bugging me -_- haha well, students life are at the end of the cliff gripping it with the amount energy left you me whom know, may not help you to survive.

so i'll see you around. i have a lot to story here.! ^_^ anyeong!

Identity

Being called someone else and known by mistaken others is not cool man. HAHA

well, you want to have your own identity. who wants to be others? sure you wanna be Heliza Helmi or Miley Cyrus. but don't you like want your own personality. your style, attitude and perspective on yourself? its weird somehow people get jealous for you to have other identities when you yourself doesnt like it. 

i want to be me. FATNIN. don't you want to be YOU??

most things are funny to me when people call me. Fatlin, Fatin, Faznin, Fatnim, Fatini. people never get my name right the first time. i always ALWAYS ALWAYS have to correct their pernounciation. at least three times. so people go, what shall i call you. and i'll be like,Fatnin, Fat, or Nin. i have no other names besides that. and they start laughing. -_- its true. huh..

FATNIN comes the word FATONAH = knowledgeable in arabic. So i hope people would at least pronounce it freakingly right. you would be praying me to be smart. i want that baaaadddd. uuuu. O.O hahaha

So nowadays, when people ask my name, i'll go, wait i'm trying to find my fail that has my name spell on them. and if i dont find it i'll go Fatnin. and they're like faznim? faten? and bla blaaa. so i'll just nod and say yeah something like that. And when they meet up with me or talk while my friends are besides me, they call out my name and my friend will be like, what did you call her? her name is Fatnin and they're like giving me this look of SURPRISE! and go why didnt you ever say some thing. and i'll just say you can call me anything.

I just can't stand the tiredness of repeating every single time and people would go your name is weird and unique. Thanks mommy daddy! :D