ARROGANT MUCH --__--

People that are beautiful, that are pretty or that are cute has a bonus that was given by Allah. Allah made every human being in this world beautifully and unique. We are all the same no matter what our race is, our blood type or even our skin color. Everyone is unique in each way.

Some of us was given a more outstanding features that makes us as a human feeling arrogant and has an attitude of selfishness. This is why sometimes Allah will take back what was given to them as a punishment for them to be humble to Him.

Why do we sometimes judge others by appearance? Why do we tease people for their disadvantages?

Why and why? Before judging others, we should take a look at our disadvantages first. We may have more disadvantages then them. If they are fat or even if they have pimples, we should never tease or upset others. Everyone will someday go through a day feeling unwanted and ugly.

For those who thinks they have perfect features and have an outstanding beauty, you are wrong. Every beauty comes within the heart. Without a beautiful attitude, you are unwanted in the society. Even though someone has some advantages in their features, and likely not be the most attractive girl but they have a beautiful heart and kindness, people will always judge them positively. The society will accept them the way they are.

So being yourself in your unique way is the way it meant to be. Don't try to copy others when you are more beautiful in your way. Learn to boost up your confidence and ignore those who hates you for being you. Learn to strive and look up instead of feeling unwanted and down. Without different in this world there would be nothing special. So don't judge a book by its cover. Learn to accept others and mostly accept yourself!!

Dreaming ?

Ever wondered if our dream could come true? Well it is not a waste of time to dream! Scientist shows that when we dream we could reach it by putting our passion and self esteem as we go along to fulfill our dreams. So i think that it is not at all wrong.

Everyone has their dreams. Everyone wants to achieve something. Like a saying, nothing is possible if you work hard for it. Therefore, i think that when we have passion and we work hard, we could reach something beyond our imagination.

Talking about imagination, imagining is also apart from dreaming. When we imagine, it seems more alive and real. Imagining comes from dreaming. There are a lot of shows movie and dramas that are out in televisions and media. The media are trying to tell us that by dreaming or imagining is a good thing.

The bad thing about imagining is that when you do not fulfill it but keep it as your dream at night. You need passion to fulfill it. Dreams are like inspiration. It guides you to achieve something you wish for. It is not just a fairy tale written in your mind but a fairy tale you never imagine.

Therefore, never let your HOPES down. Strive and work hard to achieve your dreams. If you do not have a dream then start imagining and look for inspiration. There is nothing IMPOSSIBLE in this world. :)

Hijabic Tea Party

It was on march 2012. I was watching a runway fashion show on television. I was so impress with the show that i had a very crazy idea. I wanted to put on a Fashion Show myself. At first i was just dreaming if i had a chance to put on a fashion how how and where would it be. I then started planning out my plan for a fashion show. 

After i planned it out, I then began to start to look for information and search on how to start a fashion show. I counted the money i needed to spend. It was over my league to have that amount of money. I then started to borrow money from friends. It was a lot but worth my satisfaction. 

I arranged the order a rented a hall. I send out invitations and dealed with catering on what food i wanted. I had a lot of helps from friends to spread out the words. I planned it all in just a week. A week for a fashion show, to collect money, to find people to come, to find models, to decorate the hall, to deal with the food and pack presents for competition.

It was very hard and not easy. I had to struggle a week to do just all that!! i was very stressed a cried a lot. If it did not work out i would not only be ashamed but lost a lot amount of money. I strived my best and prayed for it to be like i planned. 

The day came. 40 people attended. It was very worth it. I was the MC . There were runways, karaoke, performance, games, and food to eat. There were also free gifts. Even though it was a lot of tension and stress, i was very satisfied and happy. It was my most fun experienced that i went through. Now i can handle programmes better since i know the basics :)

These are the pictures of Hijabic Tea Party ^^

Fashion Statement

I have a great passion for style. I love fashion and update trends. It runs in blood. I just love looking at colorful outfits and styling with weird sense looking cheeky or even nerdy. Even though i don't dress the way i love  looking at trends, i still keep an update on styles.

I have a lot of icons that i follow even stalk. :) Well, the icons that i firstly love is from Japan. I have a lot actually but the most favorite out of all would be Hana Tajima. I really adore her style. She was born in Japan and grew up mostly in Malaysia. She i the stylist for Yuna. Her style is really fancy and trendy. It mostly suits for about the age of  20 above. 

Here are some beautiful pictures of her ^^

My next icon is from Malaysia. My own country. Her name is Jazmine Zaidan. She appears a lot in magazines nowadays. She has a butic in Kuala Lumpur called the Old Blossom Box Store. Her creation in designing is highly fashionable. Even though some of her clothes are expensive, it has a high quality and very unique. She is just a small person that has a huge passion in her work. There's nothing that doesn't make you to not adore her! 

Check her style out! :)

Dina Tokio for short is the next icon i mostly love. She is from England! She has not just a unique style but very outgoing and and suits more towards teenagers. She has a very cute and easy going attitude. I know her from YouTube. Her Channel appeared on the side bars, and from that on i followed her video. She also owns a atore called Lazy Doll.

Here she is, Dina ^^

Dian Pelangi is another icon that i adore. She is from Indonesia. Her style nowadays has been a fashion trend all over the world. She is only 21 this yea but have been all over countries doing fashion show an opening up stores. Her designs are very unique and colorful. She has a very rare taste and very young to be in fashion industries. She should be a role model to those who dreamed to have a fashion show of their own. At a very young age, she conquered most of the runways. Her style is accepted everywhere she goes. :)

This is her. Beautiful like her name :

Last but not least, my second favourite icon from Malaysia is Heliza Hanim. Even though she is not a designer or even taking fashion industry, she has a beautiful sense in style. She is a singer and an actor. Recently, she opened up a store called Gorgeos. She isselling hijabs and clothes. She is still new in the fashion world. I have met her once while she did a talk show in 2011. I talked to her about her talk show. It was my best memories.!

This is her Heliza! ^^

There are a lot of icon i would love to share but only four of them are my favourite. Each of these icon has there own touch of personality! I hope one day i could create and design my own clothes. It takes a lot of effort to run a Fashion show! :)

My Studies

 The stream i am currently taking is in Diploma Science. Well at first i wanted to take MASCOM. I wanted to run away from my science stream that i took in SPM. I did not want to continue my study in science as i hated Chemistry badly.

When i was offered to study in KTT, MASCOM was my first option. My parents did not care what i wanted to take but it was for my own good to pick something that i enjoy. After discussing on what i should take, I then decided that i should continue my study in Diploma Science as i already have the basics of it. I also learnt that to be a MASCOM student you need to be able to have a High confidence and discipline. I am lack of those, therefore i chose to continue studying in science stream.

I am taking seven subjects that is BEL, MPW, Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Math and Kesatria. Kesatria is a curriculum activity that must be taken for semesters one. Kesatria is not studying based on books or academic but a marching activity. We must learn the way to march properly and listen to instructions. This will not only help us to build disciplines but also develops teamwork.

My parents has high hopes on me to achieve 3.5 points for my first semester. I must get a Dekan award which is for those who excels well for each semester. I am  trying to cope up with my studies so i would not dissapoint my parents. I hope that with my strive i put i could achieve this award successfully and make my parents proud of me. InsyaAllah :')

My First Day in Kolej Technology Timur

I woke up very early which was at 6 am on the 18th June 2012 . Scared and nervous crawled into my heart.   I had this unusual feelings. This was the first time i showered this early after five month staying at home.  I got ready for my first day in College.

I took my documents and finished packing up my bags. I made sure that all my stuff was neatly pack and hoped that nothing was forgotten. I ironed my "baju kurung" and my hijab. While wearing my hijab in front of the mirror, i cried silently. Making sure no one heard my tears running down my cheeks. I was afraid leaving my family, my home and my bed.

I was waiting for my arrivement at Kolej Technology Timur. Anxiously, i was praying for the best of  luck in here. When i arrived, i saw there was a lot of people. it made me feel more anxious. I had butterflies in my stomach at that time. I went to the hall for registration. There was quiet a lot of students. Even though KTT has a small building compared to any other college existed, i am comfortable with the environment. I can also study and compete with my classmates easily if i try hard. 

After the registration, we had the whole day for orientation. There was a lecture on the house rent safeties and the rules in KTT and other stuff that we needed to know since its our first time in College. 

The orientation ended at 5 pm. I met a lot of friends during the orientation. I also met my new housemate at that time. After it ended, we returned to our house rent. The next day our class began. We were given the schedule for our class by our lecturer. 

I'm ready to start my day in KOLEJ TECHNOLOGY TIMUR! :)

My Roommate

My Roommate is the music while i sing. Without them there would not be any Melody to the song i sing. :)

As you know, i'm currently studying at Kolej Technology Timur. I am not staying in a hostel but instead i am staying at a rent house. Unfortunately the apartment or the hostel was full. So some of us needed to live in a rent house. The house is two stories. There are four rooms. Each house has twelve people living in it. For now, i have eleven housemates. My bedroom is the masters bedroom. I have four roommates. 

My roommates are very sporting and i am very lucky to be apart of their friends. When i first arrived, they treated me very kindly. You can tell they are very friendly and outgoing. I can easily fit with them in just a day. Even though the room is a little crowded, i like it the way it is. The surrounding is more safe and secure for me just the way i first entered.

As you know i have four roommates. One of them isNur Suhaila. She is from Kelantan. When i first met her, she was running up the stairs into the room and quickly washed her hands to eat her lunch that she just bought. When she saw me she was shocked but very friendly asking me to join her to eat. I just had lunched and was very full so i had to reject her politeness. Suhaila has a nickname. We call her Comel which means cute. This is due to her very funny act and behavior. In the other hand, she is cute in her way. Comel is the closest roommate to me. I don't feel awkward or shy around her. We communicate very well and we even share clothe together as our size is almost similar. 

This is her. Comel as always :)

The next roommate is Azlina. She is from Sabah.We call her Ina for short. When i first met her, she was talking with her mother on the phone. From there, i instantly knew she was from Sabah. I could tell by her slang. Ina is very outgoing and hyper. She's full of excitement and has a high confidence within. She is the second closest roommate to me. She is very nice and kind. When i met her, she is very easy to communicate. She has fair complexion and is very beautiful. She is engaged to her fiance in Sabah. When you get to know her, you would feel the enjoyment and fun. She makes you feel comfortable and easy to talk with. Having a roomate like her brightens up the environment in our room. 

This is her. Very beautiful :)

My other roommate is Sarah. Sarah is very small and cute. She is very shy and confident at the same time. She loves to dress up and has a beautiful sense of fashion. When i first met her, she was very vogue and pretty. I was shy to communicate with her at first as i am far beyond her status. When i started to communicate with her, i learned that shes very friendly and kind. She tried very hard to get along with me as i was shy talking to her. She is easy to get through with and very outspoken. We share the same passion in make up and fashion. Even though we do not study and take fashion stream but it is a hobby for us to share.

This is her. Pretty in her style.

My last roommate that i share with is Hafsah. I just learned that her real name is Hafsah. This is because when i first met her, she told me to call her Echa. Everyone called her that. Recently, i saw her writing her name on her book. She wrote Hafsah bt Kamaruzaman. I was totally confused because Echa and Hafsah were very far to similar. Then i learnt that she was used to being called Echa instead of her real name. Well, my first impression of her is that i thought she was Chinese. She had a very fair complexion and very small Chinese looking eyes. I really thought she was Chinese until i learned her name. Echa is very cute and cuddly. Looking at her makes you want to cuddle. She has a character of a mother and is very loving. She is hardworking and smart. She is very adorable and sometimes a bit sensitive. I like being her roommate.

This is Echa. Very cute and cuddly :)

That was a little bit about my roommate. If i had a chance to change my roommate, i would never want to change. I am already comfortable with them and hope i still have the same roommate until the upcoming semester.  <3

This is us in front of our house :)