Identity

Being called someone else and known by mistaken others is not cool man. HAHA

well, you want to have your own identity. who wants to be others? sure you wanna be Heliza Helmi or Miley Cyrus. but don't you like want your own personality. your style, attitude and perspective on yourself? its weird somehow people get jealous for you to have other identities when you yourself doesnt like it. 

i want to be me. FATNIN. don't you want to be YOU??

most things are funny to me when people call me. Fatlin, Fatin, Faznin, Fatnim, Fatini. people never get my name right the first time. i always ALWAYS ALWAYS have to correct their pernounciation. at least three times. so people go, what shall i call you. and i'll be like,Fatnin, Fat, or Nin. i have no other names besides that. and they start laughing. -_- its true. huh..

FATNIN comes the word FATONAH = knowledgeable in arabic. So i hope people would at least pronounce it freakingly right. you would be praying me to be smart. i want that baaaadddd. uuuu. O.O hahaha

So nowadays, when people ask my name, i'll go, wait i'm trying to find my fail that has my name spell on them. and if i dont find it i'll go Fatnin. and they're like faznim? faten? and bla blaaa. so i'll just nod and say yeah something like that. And when they meet up with me or talk while my friends are besides me, they call out my name and my friend will be like, what did you call her? her name is Fatnin and they're like giving me this look of SURPRISE! and go why didnt you ever say some thing. and i'll just say you can call me anything.

I just can't stand the tiredness of repeating every single time and people would go your name is weird and unique. Thanks mommy daddy! :D