I've been quite busy that i had no time to update! sorry!!

okey i'm lying. haha i've been LAZY actually and had laziness accompanying me. Terrible terrible! btw, soon on when i have time i would spend time writing. In the mean time i'll catch you guys later :)

New sem begins

Its been ages i haven't update my blog. always busy with stuff and work and stuff. HAHA work? yeah i dont work.ouh, i'm sorry! I forgot to update my sneak peek that i promised. I was too lazy to update and life was busyyy. :/

Recently i've started my second sem in college. :( why the sad face? well, college is like some boring playground where you have to play by yourself. Can you get how i feel by telling you how boring a child have to play by themselves. its too boring this sem.

The A levels, UPM, KTT and UTM has not registered. i dont know where they went. Now, there is only uitm students left. Its good theres not many students. its actually fun. But, how can the LIBRARY be closed at night! usually it opens at night until 11. but then, -__- i know the A levels usually is the loyalties customersss, doesnt mean that the UITM'S doesnt visit the library oftenly. -_- yup, that i am upset!

Every night , okey i'm lying not every, but most night i would accompany Mimi and Comel to the student lounge for free wifi. they have work to do so i have to accompany them because they would not let me stay home alone.since i have to follow, i dont want to waste my time watching tv and doing nothing so i would revise there or do my assingment AND boy its noisy!  its not a good place to study unless you can adapt to it. but yeah, i could get used to the noisiness in there but still, uncomfortable when you the only one is studying. -_-"

well, enough said. i should just embrace this sem since it just started with such a boring vibe.

Ouchhh!

I fell of a bicycle. :(

Haha. Yesterday i was riding with my brother. at 5 pm. yes it was raining. I mean pouring, not that heavy but i was soaking wet indeed! haha well you know mua. :D

Yess at that time i was freaking bored and i wanted to go out and play. So what the heck just riding my bike. and FYI, i was wearing my pajamas pants. just the pants only. I really love that pants. It was like my favorite PJ's ever. Have you ever felt comfortable wearing a piece of clothes that you FREAKINGLY love? yeah that's what my relationship and the pants had. haha then while i was riding happily.. Somehow and somewhat my pants got stuck between those chains. WHAT! yeah. i don't know how but it just did and i was like whaaaaaaaaat! it was freakingly in  the middle of the road! and i cant even move my foot so i had no choice but to fall sideways. i couldn't get up nor the bike couldn't also be moved because my foot and the bike were like those twins with their body attached together.

Yeah i had to lay their and shout to my brother to help me before a car would came. I was like help me for god sake. my foot! so my brother told me to get up but i cant obviously! so i had to rip my pants a little and finally i could stand and then my brother helped me to untie the tangled pants in that STUP*D chains. 

Here's the funny part. A car came and we moved to the side and gave it some space to run along and not watch but it was like freezing not even moving so i was like hurry and go awayyyy car! huh! -_- After my foot got its freedom the car came closer and said " Did your foot got stuck again? be careful this is your second time. play safely" and i was like wahaaat??? so i just nodded simply and rode back home. 

MUMMY! i came home and told me mum.. She said that i should not ride in the rain and to be careful and wear some proper attire the next ti,e. What a mum! I LOVE YOU :)

Then my sister overheard and told me she got stuck too once. So that aunty must have seen her fell and thought it was me. HAHA boy oh boy. :)

Once you fall doesn't mean you can't get up and try again. Go for it and learn your mistakes! :)

SONG FOR THE DAYY

Taylor Swift - Forever and Always

LYRICS :

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
And we caught onto something
I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding?
'cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened, please tell me?
'cause one second it was perfect, now you're halfway out the door
And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest, made you run and hide
Like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure
So here's everything coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I don't anymore
And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it baby, I don't think so

Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything
Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything
'cause it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always
Oh, I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always
And it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it baby, you said forever and always.

The tone is catching and the music is harmony'ing and the lyrics are touching! :D

PHOTOSHOOT GEDIK TIME. :D

Movie nite

Its been too long since we watched a movie. This was at Alamanda at 12 midnight. haha Went out with my siblings. Watched SKYFALL. i was sleeping that time and my brother woke me up and said hurry i'll wait in the car and went off like that. I WAS LIKE. wahaaaatttt?? my sister ran in and said come on. we're watching Skyfall. and i was in my pajamas. -_- and my brother is in the car. and i just woke up. OMAIGOD. My siblings. -_- so i washed my face and got change. Selendang was an easy options. you just throw on your head and wrap it around. TADAAAA..haha i wonder if my brothers knows i'm a girl. i wished they would just treat me like a girl. i mean, i'm not a boy that could just get ready by changing. Ergh -_-" hahaha

oh, we came home at 3 am. It was funnnnnn! :) i love my siblings even if they are a wild crazy one! ^^ well, theres time you would be crazy.

OMAIGUCCI!

I was wrong. it was on the 9th November! my result was on 9th NOVEMBER! -_-

Haha did i bold that clearly? well. I seriously never thought my results was here this early. It was like this. i slept really late around 3am watching movies with my 19th year old sista, Umairah. We watched THE SWITCH. I recommend this movie! :D btw, get back on track on my story here.. It was at 11am before my mummy had to go to work. She woke my sister up to check her results. And guest what, she got DEKAN again. she's in sem 3 btw. yeah. dekan non stop. :'( LUCKY her. My mum was really happy and woke me up quickly. she's like, Fatnin get up, Umairah got 3.5.! hurry check yours. And i instantly woke up and my heart was pounding really hard. I felt that maybe i would die kind of feeling. you get me right. ><

I went downstairs. sat in front of the computer while my mum and my sisters watched around me. I didn't even wash my face. DISGUSTING? well, it all happened so fast. -_-"" i logged in and i was like. SERIOUSLY! i got this much??! and i shut it off. my mum was like, well its okey. i mean 3 pointer and above. You did great. I went upstairs straight away. I cried continuously. non-stop. i kept crying and kept thinking i studied really hard whats wrong with me. I got one C+. it was math. I mean. i could got a B. but because i didn't check my time i had to miss out on a couple of  questions. I mean I JUST DID NOT HAVE ENOUGH TIME! thats all.! i could do it. i really could. but i wasn't alert. The time was so fast. :( 

I cried almost the entire day. :(

Then i took my phone and texted all my lecturers saying that i was sorry to disappoint them and thank you for their blessing and for teaching me through the whole semester. I also texted Miss Halimahtun for not being one of her DEKAN students. I'm sorry. :( 

Then, i called my classmates. Azram got Deakan. OFCOURSE. and the rest had to repeat one subject. for Amira i did not know what she got. She refused to check her result. i'm not sure if she is repeting. I understand her worried-ness. because Share had to repeat math. :3

well, whatever it is. ALHAMDULILLAH. maybe i was trying very hard and Allah did not gave me the chance to get dekan this sem because the next sem i might not work as hard as i work now. So yeah, next sem i WILL increase my RESULT! i will score math! no matter how. And i PROMISE. 

I study because of Allah. Because of Him, i want my parents to be happy. I'm sorry. :3