RUNNING~

if we choose to run from problems, trust me. it would not solve. try solving. overcoming or just trying.

maybe now you think its okey. but actually, you maybe are. how about others?

its best to talk then to hide.

stop running. if you did it the last time. and the outcomes was bad. dont do it this time. the outcome will be horrible. more horrible.

its your choice. to run or to stay.

Grey Sky Morning

why do we see grey sky?

maybe if we could fix and adapt to things, its easier. maybe that way its more easier? i dont think forcing is the way that could help to heal the grey sky in between.

maybe i'll open up one day. it takes time. time. just. time.

if we keep on pushing things, one side will eventually hurt. and if we didnt the other side will also tend to be hurt.why does things appear to be difficult? these kind of things make me love the busy life. everyday full of things to do. have no time to stop and think. have no time to feel the pain. just ahead. ahead and make a new day filled with adventurous things.

sometime we think we'll be fine by our self. its easy to dream by our own. but actually its harder to walk on your own. then we come to realize that theres someone that we can hold on to. we see the bright side from the beginning to the end when theres a shoulder to lean on. but maybe some one have to give time. take a step back and wait. just to stop making things hard. just maybe.

im lucky to have someone by my side. i make my life easier when i believe in them. it just all need some time. As a wise men said himself. trust take years to develop. i believe in a gift of a friend. a family. a lover. a person by my side. it makes me belong somewhere. and i hope that you make yourself feels that way. 

GET REAL??!!

Nobody i mean nooobody trust me that i have become a such an obedient nerd since i entered college. *NOT* haha

let me share with you why is this so. In school, i was such a lazy girl. I'm always active with curriculums and for my academics? too poor. i never finished my homeworks. okay not never but sometimes. and i usually fall asleep during class especially addmat! and thats way im terrible in countings :D ngeeheee and i'm always busy with my prefect meetings and scouting's and other stuff i joined. So when i post pictures of me in the library they find me quiet funny when i'm studying because its just too impossible.

For my family, huh, lagi laa. I waste time a lot so they know that im am as lazy as they see me. When i do my work my siblings would go, GET REAL?, or OUH PUH-LEASE stop pretending to be an angel would ya -- haha yeah so called supporting siblings --"

In my class my classmates see's me as an angel. awww. i'm so touched! thankyou. but i would warn you to not be surprise. i'm hardworking now because i know i need to catch up coz im no smarty pants like azram so i don't wanna dissapoint my parents as im always a dissapointment to them. :B

ALONE

My family went to Kelantan to visit my grandma except my elder brother, the twins and me. They had work on wednesday and for me, i wanted to study. ( konnonnye) haha. My family went back on friday night and came back on wednesday night. 

So its all clear that i stayed home alone on wednesday. On the holiday, unfortunately i caught up watching movies instead. Stupid me ! >< i started studying on monday. I made a list that i have only 7 days until my holidays are up so, each day i planned to stduy one subject per day starting on monday. and im glad to still keep on track. Surprisingly :D

My family came back and boy oh boy they went shopp'en. -_- my sisters ofcourse shop shop till they dropped *including my mum. and my dad bought an Ipad 2. yeah surprising and my sister cahnged phone. Haha about these gadget im not so interested. Naaahh. just gadgets, unless i bought them with my money then i can sure tell how costly those were. hehe

So my mum came home and ask what i dooo during the holss? i was like doing my stuff and movies eat and sleep. Then she's like, ouh really? or you wanted to go out with your friends? haha i did nott. She doesnt trust me, i did not even bring any clothes with me because i knew i would intend to go out soo, thats why i fooled myself. My family thought i went out the past few days. -_-" I soo stayed home and layed with maa books. 

PLEASEE

GIRLS.

i AM SO ASHAMED TO BE CALLED A GIRL SEEING NOWADAYS GIRLS ARE SO WASTED.

We have dignity. take care of them. No guys like a slut. sexy wasted and socially addicted to loitering late nights. Its a sore in the eyes just seeing these types of girls that has lost their moral values. have you no shames? 

Cover yourself. No hijab thats fine. But no pants? no t-shirt? i'm ashamed. Really? we are muslims. If you are Chinese or an Australian than you may have the right to walk around wearing your skin. With the tittle of Islam stamped on your forehead, you are giving shame to others. How could you let your body suffer in the pair eyes of an unworthy men. 

Wake up. You don't need to feel insecure. Cover up a little. walking around in tank tops, shorts and leggings are not attractive. you are fooling yourself. Guys with low shattered moral will waste their time on you. As a girl friend you are qualified. Your hot sexy and wanted. But as a wife, you would be rejected. men with dignity and straight headed moral would want a girl to be valued and be the first to see them, not some secondhand. You're young and wild. you are free to live your life but with some dignity at least.

Girls nowadays looks more towards wealth. theres no wealthy man unless its their iman. Even i don't prefer guys to be rich but such socially annoying. Even though he's not well groomed or is not the wealthy man every girl wants, i prefer it that way as long he has some moral values and respect.

So puh-lease wake up and learn that life is not for granted when you enjoy without thinking that you are a muslim. Have some shame and try to bring good names to those who cherish the beauty of islam.

CATS CATS CATS

I WISH I HAD A CAT. :( muummyy doesnt like cats but daddy loves them and so does my siblings. Ouh mummy. please approvee >.<


THERE SOOOO ADORABLEE! <3

Awwwww..

A date

Today i went on a date :)

with my not- awesome and lame brother :D

-OOTD-

heres my not cool brother- mujaddid :D (hope he does'nt read this, heee)

We went to putrjaya to get my sisters television that she bought and went for a stroll and shopp'en for appliances then went to McD to eat as my brother loves junk food. -_- 

I knew that my juniors from school would be working there so.. yup, went to the counter to order and they're like kak fatnin! haha yeahh. i mean 80% of the workers were my juniors. haha but unfortunately they thought my brother was my boyfiee . eewwww. -- so we ate and ate and stop at shops just strolling around and headed home sweet home :)